Today I went to Enrichment. This is a big step for me, because I have such a hard time fitting in at church. But, I went, and besides the little part during the dinner that I wanted to run out and cry for reasons I can't even explain to myself, it was really fun. It was nice to get out and socialize.
Its hard to live in this ward again sometimes, just because I run into people from my past all the time. And then comes the dreaded question. "Any kids?" Nope. "How long have you been married?" 5 and a half years. "Oh." Hence the tears that were wanting to escape from my eyes.
But I'm proud of myself for just answering the question and moving on. I just wish so much I could be a "YES! I have XX many kids!" And then go into the child rearing stories that always inevitably follow. But alas, God has other plans for us. At least for now.
We had a birthday party with my family, which was really fun. I'm glad my family gets together on a somewhat regular basis.
Nate of course is glad because Football season has offically started. Sometimes it seems I'm not married in the Fall. But, he actually pretty good at balancing his time.
Our neice and nephew spent the Labor Day weekend with us. It was pretty fun. We had a big Smash Bros. Brawl tournament on the Wii. We had a really good time. I miss them coming up as often as they used to.
Other then that, just life as normal. Nate's 29th Birthday comes up next week. We are going to stay at the Anniversary Inn, and I'm delciously happy! It will be nice to leave our problems behind for the night and just enjoy being together.
Summer is over, and the end of the year is fast approaching. I really hope next year brings some good changes, some of them I'm creating myself by making better choices, but I really hope there are some wonderful blessings in store for us. I'm trying to have faith that there is. Til next time!
No comments:
Post a Comment