Happy Anniversary!!

I'm bored waiting for Nate, so I thought this post by my friend Meg was really fun. And I'm bored so I will do it.

I am... Tami, lucky wife of crazy Nate, Aunt to several beautiful kids, baby of family, baby of friends, formal "dolphin dancer", and infertility sufferer.

I think.... this world is so screwed up, and that we are seeing the consequences of years of horrible decisions/actions.

I know... that there is a God, and that there is life after death.

I want... to be happy more then anything. And to have enough to support ourselves financially now and beyond retirement.

I wish... people loved each other the way they used to. That people were more interested in making lifelong friends, and helped each other when they could.

I had... really good friends growing up. Lately I have just felt really grateful for their examples and friendships growing up.

I hate... fruit. Well most of it anyways. I cannot pick peaches when they are ripe. My Father-In-Law is really good at this.

I miss... being in my own place, my Grandma, my best friend Lauri, and being young without hardly any worries.

I fear... bees, spiders, never being a mom, never owning a home, being unhappy and lonely.

I feel... like winter lasts too long. I miss the sun....

I hear... some talk show on TV, and my cats collar bells jingling.

I smell... not a whole lot, thanks to this cold that is on the verge of getting here.

I crave... a Ultimate Omelet from Denny's....? Random....

I search... on google all the time...I am there so many times a day, searching things I'm curious about.

I wonder... what its like to be rich, or at least make enough money that you aren't counting pennies. Never experienced that in my whole life. Hopefully after Nate gets his degree.

I regret... not being a better student in High School, and staying in College, and working hard. And staying in shape, and so many other things....life is littered with regrets I guess.

I love... my Husband Nate, he is my hero. And my Dad, he is my example, all other people who contribute positively in my life, and my kitties. They are good for snuggling on a bad day.

I care... about people's opinions of me to much.

I always... get sick in the Winter. I can't remember the last time I didn't get sick in the Winter...at least Strep has stepped out of my life for the last 2, but this winter was the first time getting bronchitis, and first time ever losing my voice!

I am not... the best version of myself that I could be.

I believe... that people (including myself) focus on themselves and their immediate family (own children/husband) to much. A lot of people don't even care about their extended family/neighbors/friends that often, and I believe its something people will have to answer for when they die.

I could... watch I Love Lucy everyday and still laugh so hard. Same with King of Queens and Everybody Loves Raymond....ahh man there is nothing like laughing.

I dance... with Nate still. And probably will until the day one of us dies. There is nothing like a little romantic candlelight dance.

I sing... way worse then I used to, I have a hard time singing in front of others, but secretly in my heart love to sing, and wish I could do it for a job, though I know I'm not that good.

I don't always... make the right decisions when it comes to money. I am a work in progress and have made leaps and bounds in the last 6 months or so.

I write... like crap. That was always my teachers biggest complaints with me. I would rather type then write something, but then feel at times it makes it impersonal. Oh yes and another one I could have said was I write to much on this blog that maybe 5 people read. But I love all 5 of you! :)

I win... nothing. I have always felt I had bad luck, part of that being my birthday falls of Friday the 13th sometimes. But I'm always sad when I think my bad luck rubbed off on Nate. Because he hasn't won anything since we got married. Its the Cardon gene so my family says, but other people in my family win things! Like one of my cousins who won a Mustang a few years ago...

I lose... my cell phone, keys, wallet and sadly wedding ring/earrings way to often. Its annoying.

I never... listen to news anymore about that Octuplet mom. It makes me so mad, I have told myself its off limits.

I never listen to... rap, country, heavy metal, and half the bands I used to listen to. My music tastes have changed a lot. I love classical, and some movie soundtracks now.

I can usually be found... on the internet. I am always on here, or watching Arthur on TV, or reading a book. Right now its Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (for the 50th time). After I finish that series I will either read The Proper Care and Feeding of Husbands, or try to track down The Chronicle of Narnia series.

I am scared of... being alone when we are older, never having enough money, and what people say about me behind my back.

I need... to learn to find happiness and peace wherever I am, whatever is happening in my life.

I am happy about... leaving tonight for a long weekend with my hubby. We need the time away!

I tag... any who want to do this, and Brooke that can mean you since I steal so much stuff from your blog! :)